No drama today, finally. Except today went by too fast and I didn’t get to do any productive things. Just like yesterday I decided not to do any big movements that might get me sweating like a pig. On second thought, all I did was read a few fan-fiction stories here and there. I did nothing beside that. I find this day a waste of my time. It’s not that I didn’t enjoy this day that much but I didn’t experience anything that interests me. All I felt today was happiness. And it surprises me how incomplete my day is when I don’t feel any sadness in it. Although I felt that way, I hope I can have a happier day tomorrow. There’s nothing really to talk about since I really did nothing productive today. But, today I experienced desolation. Watching someone you like trying to catch glimpse of the girl he likes from the corner of his eyes kind of hurts more than I imagined. But I shouldn’t really put so much thoughts about this right? Because I’m still young to know about love. Maybe just maybe. On the other side, I still can’t come up of any answer for the question I’ve always asked myself - why do we like the ones that don’t like us? But perchance, life, rather love is like that. it’s not always given back. Perhaps that’s the true point of love. Am I talking too deeply for a fourteen year old kid? Maybe. Truly, we’re never sure of the things that might happen to us. So we should always expect the unexpected.

Nevertheless, today went by great. I started to write some words that I don’t truly understand from the stories I read. I thought this could help me broaden my vocabulary set. And well, I hope I can make those dreams come through. Also, I saw the blueprint of my drafting teacher’s dream house. He did it when he was still a college student. I’m happy that he’s trying to help me do those kind of things also because I shared that I’ve always wanted to draw the blueprint of my house. And he was trying to engage me on his forte. But, I’m really not sure about it. Even though architecture interests me, I’m not sure if I’d like to be an architect someday. I’ve always had so many dreams for myself. I’ve got thirsty dreams awaiting to be quenched. And I hope I get to fulfill each one of them in every life God will give me in the future. (Yes, I do believe that there’s an afterlife)

Typing this, I should be in my slumber already. Nevertheless, writing would always be an escape for me. And I hope I can improve more. I'm craving for new writing materials such as new notebooks - oh I have so much love for the smell of new books, notebooks, etc., new pens and new coloring pens - to brighten up the dull pages of my notebook. And well, I’m starting to realize that writing is becoming more essential in my life. I’ll never be complete without it. Nonetheless, I’m gonna catch some sleep because I’ve already spent thirty minutes. As for tonight, I pray to God and all the heavenly bodies that one day I can fulfill all these dreams that I have. 

May God continue to guide and be with all the typhoon victims. 

Let all things be done all according to His will. To God be all the glory!

xoxo, C.B.