Today went well. Still, a little bit of blues here and there. But then, if there’s anything negative today I tried to stay away as much as possible and just focus on the brighter side. Nevertheless, the morning started with a exhortation from our adviser regarding grades and ranking. I was really happy that someone finally had a lecture about this. Specifically, because ranking is not really that important. Well, the valedictorians and salutatorians might have some credits others won’t have but that doesn’t necessarily mean that ranking is important that you should be depressed when you don’t have the same ranking as the previous quarter or if you failed to maintain it. During the exhortation though, I talked to one of my seatmates. We discussed a lot of things about what we try to do in life. Today, I was able to tell someone that self-love is the solution to most problems that we have in life. We shared that you should never really trust someone because you’re not sure if they’re truly someone you thought they are and that trusting only yourself will not only help you improve in many ways but also it will prevent you from getting hurt. Self-love is not only about loving yourself though, it is when you start to really trust and believe in yourself. So many things have been discussed and I’m happy that I shared it with someone. After that period, our next teacher was absent due to unknown reasons. We decided to watch Titanic. It was, seriously, my most favorite movie ever. Well, aside from all the DiCaprio movies I’ve watched. I will never get tired watching it. I fall in love over and over again whenever I see Leonardo. When I was younger, I used to think that Leonardo and I were meant for each other. And well now, I’m still believing that he is my first love. I swear I was trying to shut my mouth and just eat all the feels that I’m having. Nonetheless, the next subject was boring as usual. During break time, we talked about the religion stuff and I was quite disappointed with some of the beliefs of other people. If we really trust God, we should stop questioning His ways. Instead, believe that we were put on that kind of situation because He knows that we’re strong and that we can overcome it. Nevertheless, I still spent the day trying to kill the sleep vibes I’m having in every subject. Anyway, we watched PMAC - a thai movie. It was the funniest thing ever. Aside from the class video that has been replaying over and over again today. My stomach and jaw hurt real bad because of too much laughing. So much for ranting.

      On the other side, I decided to not move any muscle today and just do school works that I need to do and read stories online. One thing that I have come up with today is that you have to say what you have to say. And apart from all these happy vibes I have today, I’m still offering prayers to all the typhoon victims of my country. I hope everything gets better soon. Let things be done all according to His will.

xoxo, C.B.